It has been over a month since I have weighed in or had measurements taken.
The day has been set for tomorrow. In the morning, I will go to my Dr.’s office in as little clothing as possible and without any water or food in me yet and I will weigh in and see if the blasted scale has decided to start moving.
I know I will not be able to handle it if it doesn’t and I have to work all day before I see Jess, so what WE have decided I would do is have someone at the office look at the scale, write the number down and put it in an envelope and seal it. I will then give that to Jess and we will look at that number together when I see her at 6.
I have to admit, I am highly tempted to not eat today or drink either…but I know that would NOT help my body in the least. I am just desperate for that number to move and catch up with the others. I have been studying my body like crazy searching for changes, of any kind. One minute I see something, the next I don’t.
Yep folks, I think I have flipped to the OTHER SIDE of crazy.
Not doing so hot on my plan for balance right now.